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I <3 MIKA......alot.
i hate boys...even more
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[23 Nov 2006|11:49pm] |
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augustana = new love.
right, you act like you care, you say dont do something stupid...... ive learned it all from you.
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[16 Nov 2006|09:42pm] |
oh yea and....
yea....thats about it.
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[11 Nov 2006|03:52pm] |
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guess what... im hangn out with sarah paige and you're not!! ha <3
so today should be fun......
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[01 Nov 2006|10:18pm] |
= D
today was a very good day. i had lots of fun he is very fun to hang out with hes one of those people you can hang out with and not worry about actually doing something cuz your entertained tho whole time without even doing anything. making fun of the little bro was even more fun at sometimes... so yea i really like him hes neato <3
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[29 Oct 2006|08:14pm] |
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so i havent updated in a lil bit cuz i guess ive been so busy.....right.
friday was pretty much awesome until the party started to sie down then things got gay cuz of certain people but hey i still had fun.....especially for a certain period of time when this one guy was there.... lol when pat had to go i was walkn him out and jim saw so he cameover and shook his hand and then gave him a little talk about what he would do if he hurt me and i as like woo hoo go jim!! i hope he didnt scare him lol. i <3 sarahs parents. so yea i love not havn a hang over the next dayu this is like the first time...ever! yay me!! so lets see, yesterday i had to go to my grandpas suprise party, that was fun lol me n my cousins played bocce ((bochy)) ball. it was pretty much amazing becuase well, i am so "born to bocce!" after that i went home and beca called me as i was leaving and i had to go pick her up cuz of some stupid pervert who i really hate and i dont even know him. older men = NASTY! after i got her i went and picked up ariel too. we went to beccas and didnt know what to do so we wanted to back cookies....lol who doent wanna do that at 11 pm? so yea we went to the store but it was closed so we went to krogers which also looked closed and then we went to 7 11 which totally did not have toll house cookies lol!! so then we just decided to get toll house cookie...ice cream sandwiches!! they were amazing yummmii!! so then we went back to beccas and hung out // waited for patrick. it was so hard to stay awake....well at least for me n becca cuz air just fell asleep, well not fell asleep...just kinda drifted off cuz she could really hear us shed just pick up random parts of sentences....like when i said it would be too much movement to get in bed she thoguht i said somehting about a aschool movement....what a lil weirdo. so yea then pat got there ( = we ust talked and hung out for like...30 min but then his mommmy made him come home. im starting to realy like him. hes uber nice and cute and yea....hes jst a good guy. && i like kissn him...thats always a plus ( ; so then as he was leavn me n air did to. as soon as we got to her house we fell asleep. thismorning she went to church and i talked with jess for a while and got ready, when air got back we ate pizza and then i went to grants and then went home and feel asleep till now....wow i slept for 5 hours....and im still tired....
so yea...school tomorrow eww......uh mom....i dont feel good?... ( ;
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so yea was an ok day...pretty dorky. so school was..well school. i always enjoy the part of the day closer the end for more than one reason ( ; after school me and sarah hung out. we went to egt coffee. we talked ofr a while, we have good talks, i <3 talkn with her. then after that we went to st. johns to the book store and cliarse, she got a book for her mommy and i put a couple on hold for my mom to go get tomorrow.then we went back to her house for a while and talked eith ginger, then all 3 of us went bowling...oh god lol heres the fun part. so yea gimger you know wanted to practice cuz shes a bowler and well men nsarah were bored so yea ewe went to one bowling place and played a game and then sarah wanted to go to a diff one so we could visit a certain some one lol, o god, when we walked in i was soooo nervous so i ran into the bathroom lol. theni came out with sarah and i turned around and yea guess who was walkn up lol....yup...him. so yea then we found out there was no open bowling even tho we called earlier and they said there was but w/e, i just wanted to run out of there god i felt so stupid lol. so then when we got home me n sarah went on a walk to elmwood and just hun out and talked thenwe came back go her house and i went home. so yea today was a good funny dorky day lol, just how i like them
hopefully tomorrow is even better!!
<3 me.
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[18 Oct 2006|10:00pm] |
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i <3 tricia marie ruman more than you!
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[15 Oct 2006|11:58am] |
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so yea, i havent really updated in a while so here i go...
as most everyone knows me and grant break up. i was basicly devistated (sp?) at first but now im happy, i mean i not happy we broke up but i know its for the best. he just wasnt good for me, i made myself believe he was just cuz i loved him so much buyt yea, we just werent right for eachother. now he likes megan tho and i guess i hope eveything goes alright for him even tho he was very inconsiterate about me and her, like inviting her to cp with us right fater we broke up and calling her special when i was right next to him, i mean its not like he said omg i wanna do her all night long cuz shes so amazing and your not but when you love someone and just break up they kinda sound the same. but w/e im doing much better and my friends have really helped. after the haunted house of friday i was so upset, i got to beccas and i was crying and stuf and all the guys there and becca and ariel were really nice. they all made me feel better and gave me a lil sumthing sumthing to i guess...uh ease the pain? lol. i had alot of fun and im starting to like this new guy (i know i just broke up but hey things happen) which really helps me cuz now i dont think about someone else. hes a really nice guy and i think it would be cute heh ( = so through everything tim has been such a good friend. hes been makn me feel alot better, he always tells me how proud of me he is for being ok with everything and im proud of myself too i know that sounds really stupid but its true, i am. i know im gonna be ok.
so yea, yesterday was a band comp. most of the time i talked to tatra and andre..aundre?? dont really know how to spell it. hes such a cutie, hes a really nice guy, he sang for me and made me laugh alot....i <3 band kids......most of the time. so after the comp me tara cassie and kirsten went to hooters. it was my first time there. it was alright i guess, nothing special, i mean tara was excited but we all know why that it. i got to know cassie more, shes cool, she kinda freaked me out the firts time i met her just cuz how she was dressed and just how she came off to me but shes cool so yea....i <3 new friends!!! woo hoo!! after that i was supposed to go the movies and hang out with tricia and the other cassie but i couldnt cuz i couldnt stay out too late cuz my mom thought i was gonna go to cp today but i changed my mind cuz eh i just didnt wanna be there with him and i didnt want it to ruin my day and my dad didnt want to to go so yea......anyways, after hooters i then went to the place where air and becca were babaysitting at and hung out there for an hour or so. then i went hom. today i think im hangn out with air n becca and hopefully some other people ( ; ( ; ok now im gonna go shower!!
so i guess thats it. ((( sorry if my sp sucks i dont feel like reading thru it )) i heart friends = D
<3 me!!
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[09 Oct 2006|09:57pm] |
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nothing is the same anymore
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[11 Aug 2006|01:27pm] |
wow, i heard my sharona a lil bit ago and it made me really sad. i mean at the time i was happy i didnt do winterguard but now thinkn about it its just like wow i missed out on a lot of good times. im gonna miss tricia at guard ) = the most. like at band camp i could always go and just talk or sit with her if i was like bummed out or just had noone else to be with.......aw, im sad. my twin in leaving...
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[25 Jul 2006|11:57am] |
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the song starts to play it turns me on all i can think of is him the wrong him for one night i wanna be the rebel you be the hero so lets make everyone look and not give a damn when they start to talk
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[29 Jun 2006|03:58pm] |
i just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say i just wanna break oyu down so badly in the worst way ---------------<3
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well so, tonight, ha! what a night!! it was very, well amusing. me, air, grant, al, sarah, and carlo played alil game of truth or dare and man...woo! was it fun!! but ill leave you hangn on what the dares were about. so yea then me and ariel went to arbys and got free food cuz the drive thru sign was on but they werent really open so we asked for food and he was like well the registers are closed so...its on me ( = we were like sweet. so now were sittn here eatn lemon ice and talkn about our amazing night!
so yea tomorrow i think im hangn around here for a while n then a sleep over at sarahs for part II of our amazing game!!
ok, peace out!!
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[28 Jun 2006|03:18pm] |
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so yea im taking my senior pics july 19 (i think thats the day) and im excited, i have 3 outfits and i already have one all picked out, now i need a dressy one and a casual one...hm....what to wear?
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[28 Jun 2006|12:42pm] |
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LIKE THE NEW LAYOUT?
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[22 Jun 2006|10:43pm] |
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[04 May 2006|03:51pm] |
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ATTENTiON::
STAY OUT OF MY LOVE LiFE!! NO OFFENSE BUT iM A BiG GiRL AND iLL DO WHAT i PLEASE iF YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT GRANT CHEATS/CHEATED ON ME GET A CAMERA AND TAPE iT OR THE PERSON WHO DiD iT WiTH GRANT COME AND TELL ME CUZ OTHER WiSE TO ME iTS BULL YOU MAY THiNK iTS STUPiD BUT i LOVE HiM && TRUST HiM STAY OUT // LEAVE ME ALONE!
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[02 May 2006|04:36pm] |
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If I don't cry, Do you think I don't feel? If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see, And just because I want someone when I'm alone, Doesn't mean I'm helpless, That I can't stand on my own.
How far can we go before we break? How long can I wait?
How strong do you think I am? How much can I take of this? Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist? Or the breath at the end of a kiss? How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can, You make it harder than it has to be, How strong how strong, how strong do you think I am?
It's so hard to tell, What's in your heart, What you keep to yourself, Is tearing me apart, And should I be afraid, To dream about you? And if you feel the same, Whatch you going to do?
How far can we go before we break? How long can I wait?
How strong do you think I am? How much can I take of this? Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist? Or the breath at the end of a kiss? How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can, You make it harder than it has to be, How strong how strong, how strong do you think I am?
If I move in any closer, If you let go and give yourself away, and if we let this happen to us, Everything will change.
How strong do you think I am? How much can I take of this? Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist? Or the breath at the end of a kiss? How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can, You make it harder than it has to be, How strong how strong, how strong, How strong do you think I am? How much can I take of this? Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist? Or the breath at the end of a kiss? How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can, You make it harder than it has to be, How strong how strong, how strong, How strong, how strong, do you think I am?
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