why dont you like me <3 why dont you like me

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 01:37:36 GMT

I <3 MIKA......alot.

i hate boys...even more

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 04:49:19 GMT

augustana = new love.

right, you act like you care,
you say dont do something stupid......
ive learned it all from you.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:42:01 GMT

From the moment that we met
My world was turned around, upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory for keepin you around
Girl I thought that you were mine
But my broken hearts been shattered
One too many times

And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you lookin
There's nothin left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces, in pieces

Someone let you down again
So you turn to me, your convenient friend
Oh but I know what you're doin
And what you hope to find
I've seen a thousand times
All the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor

And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you lookin
There's nothin left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces

Yeah..

I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here babe
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you lookin
There's nothin left for you to break
Baby please release me
We both know that you don't need me
Let my heart rest in pieces, in pieces

Let it rest..

oh yea and....

To the left
To the left

To the left
To the left

Mmmm to the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, baby please don't touch (don't touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby I won't shed a tear for you (I won't shed a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left, to the left
To the left, to the left

Mmmmm
To the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left, to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' (baby! hey yea)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You can pack all your bags we're finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

yea....thats about it.

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 20:52:02 GMT

guess what...
im hangn out with sarah paige and you're not!!
ha <3

so today should be fun......

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 03:18:58 GMT

= D

today was a very good day.
i had lots of fun
he is very fun to hang out with
hes one of those people you can hang out with and not worry about actually doing something cuz your entertained tho whole time without even doing anything.
making fun of the little bro was even more fun at sometimes...
so yea
i really like him
hes neato
<3

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:26:26 GMT

so i havent updated in a lil bit cuz i guess ive been so busy.....right.

friday was pretty much awesome until the party started to sie down then things got gay cuz of certain people but hey i still had fun.....especially for a certain period of time when this one guy was there....
lol when pat had to go i was walkn him out and jim saw so he cameover and shook his hand and then gave him a little talk about what he would do if he hurt me and i as like woo hoo go jim!! i hope he didnt scare him lol. i <3 sarahs parents.
so yea i love not havn a hang over the next dayu this is like the first time...ever! yay me!!
so lets see, yesterday i had to go to my grandpas suprise party, that was fun lol me n my cousins played bocce ((bochy)) ball. it was pretty much amazing becuase well, i am so "born to bocce!"
after that i went home and beca called me as i was leaving and i had to go pick her up cuz of some stupid pervert who i really hate and i dont even know him. older men = NASTY! after i got her i went and picked up ariel too. we went to beccas and didnt know what to do so we wanted to back cookies....lol who doent wanna do that at 11 pm? so yea we went to the store but it was closed so we went to krogers which also looked closed and then we went to 7 11 which totally did not have toll house cookies lol!! so then we just decided to get toll house cookie...ice cream sandwiches!! they were amazing yummmii!!
so then we went back to beccas and hung out // waited for patrick. it was so hard to stay awake....well at least for me n becca cuz air just fell asleep, well not fell asleep...just kinda drifted off cuz she could really hear us shed just pick up random parts of sentences....like when i said it would be too much movement to get in bed she thoguht i said somehting about a aschool movement....what a lil weirdo.
so yea then pat got there ( =
we ust talked and hung out for like...30 min but then his mommmy made him come home. im starting to realy like him. hes uber nice and cute and yea....hes jst a good guy.
&& i like kissn him...thats always a plus ( ;
so then as he was leavn me n air did to.
as soon as we got to her house we fell asleep. thismorning she went to church and i talked with jess for a while and got ready, when air got back we ate pizza and then i went to grants and then went home and feel asleep till now....wow i slept for 5 hours....and im still tired....

so yea...school tomorrow eww......uh mom....i dont feel good?... ( ;

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:45:02 GMT

so yea was an ok day...pretty dorky.
so school was..well school. i always enjoy the part of the day closer the end for more than one reason ( ;
after school me and sarah hung out. we went to egt coffee. we talked ofr a while, we have good talks, i <3 talkn with her. then after that we went to st. johns to the book store and cliarse, she got a book for her mommy and i put a couple on hold for my mom to go get tomorrow.then we went back to her house for a while and talked eith ginger, then all 3 of us went bowling...oh god lol heres the fun part.
so yea gimger you know wanted to practice cuz shes a bowler and well men nsarah were bored so yea ewe went to one bowling place and played a game and then sarah wanted to go to a diff one so we could visit a certain some one lol, o god, when we walked in i was soooo nervous so i ran into the bathroom lol. theni came out with sarah and i turned around and yea guess who was walkn up lol....yup...him. so yea then we found out there was no open bowling even tho we called earlier and they said there was but w/e, i just wanted to run out of there god i felt so stupid lol.
so then when we got home me n sarah went on a walk to elmwood and just hun out and talked thenwe came back go her house and i went home.
so yea today was a good funny dorky day lol, just how i like them

hopefully tomorrow is even better!!

<3 me.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 16:11:43 GMT

so yea, i havent really updated in a while so here i go...

as most everyone knows me and grant break up. i was basicly devistated (sp?) at first but now im happy, i mean i not happy we broke up but i know its for the best. he just wasnt good for me, i made myself believe he was just cuz i loved him so much buyt yea, we just werent right for eachother. now he likes megan tho and i guess i hope eveything goes alright for him even tho he was very inconsiterate about me and her, like inviting her to cp with us right fater we broke up and calling her special when i was right next to him, i mean its not like he said omg i wanna do her all night long cuz shes so amazing and your not but when you love someone and just break up they kinda sound the same.
but w/e im doing much better and my friends have really helped.
after the haunted house of friday i was so upset, i got to beccas and i was crying and stuf and all the guys there and becca and ariel were really nice. they all made me feel better and gave me a lil sumthing sumthing to i guess...uh ease the pain? lol. i had alot of fun and im starting to like this new guy (i know i just broke up but hey things happen) which really helps me cuz now i dont think about someone else. hes a really nice guy and i think it would be cute heh ( =
so through everything tim has been such a good friend. hes been makn me feel alot better, he always tells me how proud of me he is for being ok with everything and im proud of myself too i know that sounds really stupid but its true, i am.
i know im gonna be ok.

so yea, yesterday was a band comp. most of the time i talked to tatra and andre..aundre?? dont really know how to spell it.
hes such a cutie, hes a really nice guy, he sang for me and made me laugh alot....i <3 band kids......most of the time.
so after the comp me tara cassie and kirsten went to hooters. it was my first time there. it was alright i guess, nothing special, i mean tara was excited but we all know why that it.
i got to know cassie more, shes cool, she kinda freaked me out the firts time i met her just cuz how she was dressed and just how she came off to me but shes cool so yea....i <3 new friends!!! woo hoo!!
after that i was supposed to go the movies and hang out with tricia and the other cassie but i couldnt cuz i couldnt stay out too late cuz my mom thought i was gonna go to cp today but i changed my mind cuz eh i just didnt wanna be there with him and i didnt want it to ruin my day and my dad didnt want to to go so yea......anyways, after hooters i then went to the place where air and becca were babaysitting at and hung out there for an hour or so.
then i went hom. today i think im hangn out with air n becca and hopefully some other people ( ; ( ;
ok now im gonna go shower!!

so i guess thats it.
((( sorry if my sp sucks i dont feel like reading thru it ))
i heart friends = D

<3 me!!

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:58:00 GMT

nothing is the same anymore

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 17:30:25 GMT

wow, i heard my sharona a lil bit ago and it made me really sad.
i mean at the time i was happy i didnt do winterguard but now thinkn about it its just like wow i missed out on a lot of good times. im gonna miss tricia at guard ) = the most. like at band camp i could always go and just talk or sit with her if i was like bummed out or just had noone else to be with.......aw, im sad. my twin in leaving...

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 15:59:34 GMT

the song starts to play
it turns me on
all i can think of is him
the wrong him
for one night
i wanna be the rebel
you be the hero
so lets make everyone look
and not give a damn
when they start to talk

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 19:58:43 GMT

i just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
i just wanna break oyu down so badly
in the worst way ---------------<3

i <3 friends.....who are friendly ( ;

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 04:38:13 GMT

well so, tonight, ha! what a night!!
it was very, well amusing.
me, air, grant, al, sarah, and carlo played alil game of truth or dare and man...woo! was it fun!! but ill leave you hangn on what the dares were about.
so yea then me and ariel went to arbys and got free food cuz the drive thru sign was on but they werent really open so we asked for food and he was like well the registers are closed so...its on me ( =
we were like sweet.
so now were sittn here eatn lemon ice and talkn about our amazing night!

so yea tomorrow i think im hangn around here for a while n then a sleep over at sarahs for part II of our amazing game!!

ok, peace out!!

yay!

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 19:17:57 GMT

so yea im taking my senior pics july 19 (i think thats the day) and im excited, i have 3 outfits and i already have one all picked out, now i need a dressy one and a casual one...hm....what to wear?

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 16:43:04 GMT

LIKE THE NEW LAYOUT?

top much thought = too many tears

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:04:02 GMT

wow, i love\\hate the movie moulin rouge, it make me think// cry way too much.

i love you
i hate him

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:02:28 GMT

1) list 20 things you want to say to poeple but you know you never will
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

1. i think me and you could have been pretty good friends but guys tore us apart
2. you think your so much better and smarter than everyone else and your not, your a mean ddark person and no one deserves to be treated the way you treat them.
3. i say i trust you and im lying thru my teeth.
4. stop hiding behind what you were raised on. you know what you want so do it.
5. your getting what you deserve but yet im with you and want the world for you.
6. i miss you, you have no idea, for one year you were what made me smile, ill never meet any one like you again.
7. dont ever change, your to humble sumtimes, well most of the time, you question why people care about you and your should cuz the question is more so why would someone not twant to care about you.
8. your a stupid slut, im not the slut....its you....sweety.
9. i dont know if well ever get along.
10. dont wait for a guy, your too amazing on your own.
11. stop hurting her, your a jealous person and its really annoying you think your protecting her but your just hurting her even mroe.
12. make up yourmind, do you like her or no, get over one girl before you move to the next.
13. your a man whore.
14. your a spolied bratt and your hurting the person thats giving it all to you.
15. your so amazing and so unique and no guy deserves you.
16. im jealous of your body, he doesnt see it but its so much better than mine.
17. i knew the first time we talked would be hilarious and id want to be your friends for a long long time.
18. stop hurting him or ill hurt you.
19. dont hide bhind her, you follow her and you shouldnt, your so much better than her and you need to see that.
20. your unbelieveble, i hate you and i love you and ill always will. twenty things you want to say to people but know you never will.

Thu, 04 May 2006 19:55:46 GMT

ATTENTiON::

STAY OUT OF MY LOVE LiFE!!
NO OFFENSE BUT iM A BiG GiRL AND iLL DO WHAT i PLEASE
iF YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT GRANT CHEATS/CHEATED ON ME
GET A CAMERA AND TAPE iT OR THE PERSON WHO DiD iT WiTH GRANT COME AND TELL ME
CUZ OTHER WiSE TO ME iTS BULL
YOU MAY THiNK iTS STUPiD BUT i LOVE HiM && TRUST HiM
STAY OUT // LEAVE ME ALONE!

Tue, 02 May 2006 20:38:08 GMT

If I don't cry, Do you think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong how strong, how strong do you think I am?

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What you keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,
To dream about you?
And if you feel the same,
Whatch you going to do?

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong how strong, how strong do you think I am?

If I move in any closer,
If you let go and give yourself away,
and if we let this happen to us,
Everything will change.

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong how strong, how strong,
How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, becuase I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong how strong, how strong,
How strong, how strong, do you think I am?

yup....

Mon, 01 May 2006 02:27:54 GMT

it seems like you would do anything for anyone....except me.

bend over backwards to make them happy.

i make almost all my time for you but it seems like when im busy

..................................its always my fault we dont hang out

if you love me
<3
show it

you say you do
<3
i act like i know it

i dont believe you
<3
i think you know

sometimes i want you to leave
<3
but id die if you go

how can some one make you so happy but tear you apart inside?
how can they make your life heaven, but drive your world to hell?
how can one person hold your every emotion
...........................................&& not even care?

i <3 the ACT!

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 15:33:32 GMT

so yea, right now im at this really stupid act thing but at least im not here alone courtneys here too but its still retarded.
at least we get a break and food, but yea im not gettn out till ike 2ish but after that im a free woman!
so yea togniht should be fun im going to dinner with bridget and sum peope and then after tha im going to the movies with grant and possibly tim and airel but im not sure yet.
well i think thats it for now!

BUHBYE!
<3 me

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 23:02:30 GMT

Like is out
Love is in
Kissing is ok
Sex is a sin
He said this
And she said that
He was true
She went behind my back
Today I was sad
Tomorrow well see
Who will be nice?
Who will hate me?
No one knows
Who there are
Will you stay here?
Or will you go far
Life is young
But so are we
Will you go through it alone?
Or stick with me
Take your chances
Make your own luck
Do what you want
Just don’t screw it up

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 01:36:09 GMT

so guess what?
katherine got a job!
&.....

im already hating it!

i mean i dont work at the worst place in the world but its hella far from the best.
barrister house.
its really...uh...not clean
like i hate eating on breaks cuz its just so nasty, they dont wash dishes they just blast them with hot water, i mean hey yea people are like op hot water kills the germs and stuff but hey even if the germs are dead i dont like dried chunks of food on my plat and in my cup....bochilism anyone?!
so yea but i guess its worth it, i only worjk weekends which isnt alot but still get good pay. &7 an hour. my check should be pretty decent..im excited...yay money!!

so yea, i have the best boyfriend in the world.
he made me really happy over the weekend, and then on sunday he bought me this really cute moose named melville while he was in frankenmuth. hes too amazing...grant..not the moose, well i mean i love the moose too but grant a tid biut mroe ( =
oh boy.....<3

so yea today was ok, i didnt wanna go to school today cuz i was so fudruckn sore but it was a pretty decent day, nothing to hard.
i really need to do my braveheart paper, its worth 3 grades, on not turning it in till wendsday so im gonna get 3 d's, i mean im not gonna be happy but i mean icant do it till i see the movie and i was stupid and didnt get the movie so yea i need to do trhat and then ill just have to do well on the rest of my papers to make up for it. its not gonna be that bad. what ev....
so yea today (after school) was nice, i came home and did what i do pretty darn well....sleep. thats all i do when i come home, that and eat and sit at the cpu, i just get so broied bein home so yea. i <3 my futon.

ok well i think im done now!

peace up! a town down!

<3 kathy rin

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 19:35:00 GMT

You make me feel so emotional
Ooh ohh ooh, ooh ooh yeah
So emotional
Ooh ohh ooh, ooh ooh yes

It's either black or white, that's right
We're makin love or in a fight
Sometimes you make me so blue, ooh
But then it feels so good, I knew it would
You do the things that make me crazy
I want to give it to you, ohh yes

You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
Ohh, I'm so emotional, yeah

Mmmm...
You take me high and low, you know
I'm never sure which way you're gonna go
You're such a mystery to me, ohh
But baby hot or cold, you got a hold
Of my imagination
I think you know what I mean, oh ohh oh

You make me feel so emotional
(You make me feel so)
I can't let go I'm so emotional
(I can't let go I'm)
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
Ohh, I'm so emotional

Rain is falling down on me
Suddenly the sun comes out, oh
Sometimes north or south of love
But I'm never out, never out
I'm so emotional, oooh

Ooh you make me feel so
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
You make me feel so, oh ohh ohhh oh

You make me feel so emotional
(You make me feel)
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
Ohh yeah, I'm so emotional, yeah yeah yeah

You make me feel so emotional
(Ooh ohh, ooh ohh, ooh ohh...)
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional

You make me feel so emotional
(Ohh ohh)
I can't let go I'm so emotional
(Ooh, in the morning in the evening, I'm)
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional

yup that sums it up......

Easter!

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 01:20:42 GMT

so i guess today was an ok day.
got up kinda early, 8ish, and got ready for church. we went to 2 churches and both of them were like jammed pack so we were like nvm the church thing then. so we came home and got our easter baskets, gosh im so glad i still get one of those they make me so happyl ol, i dont even really like candy that much i just love gettn one its cute. i <3 my mommy.
so yea then we ate breakfast and got ready to go to my grandpas.
this one kid kinda made me mad cuz i do everything and go everywhere with/for him but he couldnt come with me just this once. nice.
so yea i just kinda hung around with the cousins, played some football, listened to my cd's and slept then ate yummi food! mmmm!!!
then after dinner me n my cousins went in the back and just played around some more, there pretty cool, my one cousin joey can make me luagh for hours hes hilarious.
so yea then we came home and i just got back form gettn gas for my car. tomorrow morning im gonna go get some more apps, to a couple more places, i need a job.

so yea im kinda tired n sore so i think im gonna go!
hope everyone had a dandy easter!!!
iloveyou!

<3 katherine